feeling alone

i feel tat tis sch doesn't belong to me and i dun exist in it.
i had lost interest frm going to sch and really dun wich to go anymore.
i wish tat i cn juz do self study at home as i'm used to being alone.
at home i hav more peace and i won't get hurt.1 thing i'm afraid of home is
Family WAR!!!i think my life is fated to be like tis...